Mood: ( not sure)
listening to:   Simple Plan – Untitled   or (how could this happen to me)
Facts:  I like to draw when i cant express my feelings by words or thought.

Well.. i haven't blog for a while.. O.O''
so school is finally over ... had to do this magazine that i have to redo because of my gay professor.

I swear is the printer.
NO NO~! I DONT CARE U GO FIX IT. IS NOT MY PROBLEM!
i know is not ur problem.. is the printers problem....

omfg... but i am glad that is over rofl. so um... i found a job... kind of... hired as a flash designer but then this company is pretty new... could be a scam... not sure yet.. so i have to be careful ~.~ i was looking at other employees work.. and their website are so awesome.... so now i finally encourage myself to make my own portfolio website.

Me and valen just went to YMCA and got our summer pass.. OMG THEY HAVE FLOOR HOCKEY!! Terry u should join me when u have ur co op term again so we can play hockey!! Omg.. (LETS PLAY HOCKEY MAN). There is badminton, table tennis.. swimming pool.. everything muhaha. Is going to be fun hehe.

Alright time to talk about my life. omg.. ever since my sister came back from university my house has never been quiet!! She will go screaming at like 2am in the morning! AH MOMO IS BITING ME AH IS A SPIDER AH EHH MUUU OMG… -_-  ( I hope my sister doesn’t read this… ( looks around) u cant blame me for hating her especially after the mazda 3 incident. >=(  my mazda 3 is like my baby. So if u kick my car, is like kicking me in the balls.

DID U KNOW, A FULL SIZE GUNDAM IS BEING BUILD IN JAPAN RIGHT NOW!! And this gundam will be OFFICALLY finished on July 10^th. *wink wink*  i feel so special now. This is the best bday present I have ever gotten. Now I just wish I can go there and just stand beside it. Is like a dreams come true. XP. Someone told me that the gundam is going to Korea after the end of August. -_-

Anyways now that I have finish school… I now have nothing to do…. Still need to find a real job… ~.~’’ cant wait for july… I MIGHT be planning something big. Hehe ;);).

mood: ( no idea)

Listening to: Utada_Hikaru-Prisoner Of Love ( cow got me into this song....)

fact: When i cant fall asleep. I will usually flip around so my foot will be on the top my bed and my head will be on the bottom. If that stilll doesnt work and if i am THAT desperate, i will just bring out my sleeping bag and roll down on the floor and sleep.

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My life = question mark times 9000!!!
This year sucks! boo 2009! I am such a social outcast!! Let me tell my weekly life.

I go to school on Tuesday and Thursday. On Monday, Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday, i will be at home doing nothing. i rarely even go out with my family. They will ask me to go somewhere like P mall, FMP and T&T and those are like places that i hate going the most! So the only time i will actually go out is Saturday! The rest is just me trapping myself in my room. And i will go downstairs for dinner..... and that's pretty much it. I feel so unproductive!! As Chinese people would say. Human garbage~! ah~~ why am i ranting about this...  BLA you see, when u have too much time, u start thinking about gay stuff and start turning cuu cuu. May and June is always the killer. Is the month of nothing~. July is when the fun starts i guess muhaha.
I miss last year when cow valen and i will just go gyming everyday... *sigh*

Well, after being ill for like TWO weeks!! i can officially say i am sick free now. *claps* i wonder how many tissue box i used.... now that i am fully recovered, i can start my workout again!! Valen, if u are reading this.. (not sure if u read my blog) is time to go to goodlife or something XD. was being so damn lazy because i am always tired!! Haven’t been eating much too.. omg wth is wrong with me... i haven’t been eating much... is not like i am going on a diet.. is just i don’t feel like eating!!! sometimes i dont even feel like eatting breakfast...  been losing weight... My life is so unorganized atm!! The only time when i will actually eat a lot is sushi... haha. i need plans! i need something to look forward to!!

O.O oh yeah RIGHT!! hehehe... this Friday is going to be fun.. ok going to UHS on friday with Ivan Jordan and Valen ( i should call them JIV from now on) going to visit Raymond ( aka mr kong) and have lunch with him haha. that will be fun. raymond is so joke. Usually ivan and raymond will just talk and valen and i will like laugh our ass off. After lunch we are going to jordans house and have our highly anticipated bomberman tournament! and maybe some wii fit. Then we are going to this talk show that jordan asked us to go like 2 months in advance. Is in this church.. should be fun. AND AND!! not done yet, jordan said he is inviting us to his house after to bbq or something. wahaha. Whole day with JIV!! dont think we ever done that before.. mostly just bbt and just go home XP.

and then weekend.. not sure what i have planned... maybe go to harris house for some mirrors edge! can i can i can i harris? alright.. time to stop this blog.. and time to find something else to do... good day.. :P

Mood: ( excited)
Listening to: old jap songs
Fact: I am truly in love with Metal Gear. I have NEVER in my life played a game and beat it more than 6 times.    Hideo Kojima = my idol

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Today i finally took some time to organize my i pod. yea yea *jumping around*
Before, i had all these random folders  and all my songs are like mixed up together....
SO~ today i deleted all my old folders and listen to all my songs again and put them in correct folders... So that took like 3 hours.... but it was worth it.
I also found out i have a lot of duplicated songs ... i think i had like six simple and clean in my ipod..... but yeah... now i only have one woohoo...

um.. lets c..I finish my my second assignment today, and apply for more jobs.... and yeah.. it was just a normal day NOT UNTIL  terry send me a link which changed my life 4EVER!

METAL GEAR SOLID RISING~
OH MY  hahayou     suck for SEXY   highlighting this


         

RAIDEN IS BACK~~  ( omg the voice actor sound so cool when he said that line)
So yeah! omg O.O i am so damn excited.. * going crazy*
but yeah -_-.. this game is going to be on x box... kojima broke my heart when he said this game is going to be on the 360 ~.~
but then i am sure this game will also be on ps3.... cause is kojima XD
cant wait to play raiden running around naked in a cardboard box again woohoo~~
I guess is time to update my posters in my room 

ALSO, kingdom hearts 358 2 days was out on saturday. I played a little and i got to say.. is also pretty hot. The control actually feels like u are playing it on a playstation controller. Now i just got to wait for the english version to come out hehe.

Sitting here on my table. Blanket covering me. looking up at the ceiling....  bla.. what is going on.... I dont know what to think anymore.  I closed my eyes.... a tear drops....  hoping someday it will be back to normal.... where exactly are we heading to...  is this the point where life just goes darker by days. I miss the past. I dont know what to think anymore... It was rainning today... I want to kiss the rain...... i want to be out there... and just wash my memories away.... let me sink deep into the ground. let me dissolve like how water will splash and sock into the rich soil. and be a part of the earth and provide life. I  want to help.